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Sun, Jul 20, 1997
Jody Paterson
VISIONQUEST - THE HEALING JOURNEY
Their bios list height, weight,
occupation, family status - everything
except why they'd want to paddle 1,600 kilometres through the
rough waters
off the B.C. coast.
Maybe they wanted a physical challenge. Maybe they
wanted a scenic
tour
like no other. Or maybe, like the two friends who
launched VisionQuest,
they saw their chance to make a difference.
Esther Shackelly: Nooaitch tribe, aerobics instructor, BC Ferries
employee.
John Peters: Tlingit, guitar player, student. John TooGood: RCMP
member,
former detox centre supervisor, father of three. Debbie Malthouse:
Powell
River school teacher, skier, mom.
They're among more than 50 VisionQuest Journeys '97 paddlers currently
en
route to Victoria, having left July 3 from Hazelton. The paddlers
linked up
this weekend in Port Hardy with First Nations paddlers on their
annual
Tribal Journey, and the flotilla will swell even more in its final
days for
a triumphant 50-canoe entrance into the Inner Harbor Aug. 3, the
start of
the North American Indigenous Games.
VisionQuest began 12 years ago with a madman. American draft dodger
and
suspected murderer Michael Oros had eluded RCMP for years, but
police
thought they finally had him surrounded in the early morning of
March 19,
1985, in bush near the B.C.-Yukon border.
But Oros circled back, killing Const. Mike Buday with a single
shot. Const.
Garry Rodgers then shot Oros dead and a 13-year pursuit was over.
In the years that followed, artist and RCMP Staff Sgt. Ed Hill
dreamed of
doing a painting to commemorate the murder of Buday. His friend
and fellow
artist Roy Henry Vickers also had a dream: to build a recovery
centre for
people fighting addictions.
The two found their image on the shores of Teslin Lake, a decade
after
Buday's death. They painted the last scene Buday saw as he lay
dying.
Sales of the limited-edition print brought in the first $100,000
toward
building the treatment centre. The provincial RCMP became official
supporters of VisionQuest a year ago, and the task of raising
an estimated
$5 million began in earnest.
VisionQuest paddlers are a mix of RCMP, First Nations and regular
folk.
They're travelling a route traditional to both the police and
First Nations
elders, who know it as "The Grandfathers' Journey."
They've stopped in
Terrace, Prince Rupert, Kitkatla, Klemtu, Bella Bella and will
now make
their way down the east coast of Vancouver Island.
Canoes are paddled backward into each night's stopover as a symbol
of
peace, and the celebratory potlatches that follow have reportedly
been more
exhausting than the paddling. Ceremonial blankets have been filled
with
donations in every village; in Vickers' birthplace of Kitkatla,
the 800
residents donated an astounding $20,000.
I'll be spending the next two weeks with the paddlers and writing
a column
daily about the people and the voyage as we make our way to Victoria.
I
know I've got a lot to learn from those who would give up a month
to
blisters, muscle ache, hard work and sea-sickness.
Both Vickers and Hill are among the paddlers, Vickers in a sleek
black
canoe named Many Hands. It was named for the many hands needed
to pull a
canoe 1,600 kilometres, and the many hands that will build a dream.
Mon, Jul 21, 1997
Jody Paterson
VISION QUEST - THE HEALING JOURNEY
FORT RUPERT
My face smells like gasoline from washing
it with the soap I lent to the
wife of the canoe carver.
The carvers had been up all night trying to get two more canoes ready
to leave with the Tribal Journey entourage Sunday morning. They'd needed
s
omething to soften the brushes with before oiling the raw cedar, and gasoline
was all they could find. The carver's wife hasn't been able to get the smell off her hands.
The all-night construction vigil, the chip-chip-chip of men
hollowing out a one-tonne log, hadn't gone unnoticed in the VisionQuest camp across the field.
"I had a wonderful sleep. I could hear my heartbeat all night long,"
declared artist Roy Henry Vickers. "Yeah? Well, my heart sounds like a belt
sander," grumbled a less-rested campmate.
By 9:30 a.m., eight canoes were ready for launch from the beach a few kilometres
south of Port Hardy. The three VisionQuest fibreglass canoes weigh in at a slim
450 pounds apiece, an easy carry to the low-tide mark. The chore was more onerous
for paddlers lugging down the five traditional cedar Tribal Journey canoes, each
a thousand pounds or more.
The day's destination was Alert Bay, 60 kilometres to the south. That's a regular
day's paddle for the VisionQuest paddlers, on the water since July 3 following a route
from Hazelton known as The Grandfathers' Journey. It hasn't been an easy trip to this
point, sometimes 11 or 12 hours paddling in heavy seas and rain that never stops just
to cover those 60 kilometres. A virus has spread among the exhausted paddlers, and
everyone seems to be either recovering from or succumbing to something awful.
From here on, VisionQuest will travel with Tribal Journey, an annual sojourn
from Port Hardy to Victoria. The well-oiled VisionQuest machine will have to make
some allowances for the mellower Tribal Journey: Sunday, delayed by beachside ceremonies,
the canoes set out too late to catch the all-important flood tide.
Vickers has been dreaming about VisionQuest since he was 28. He's 51 now and
free of the addictions that haunted him most of his life; the money raised
by VisionQuest will go toward a recovery centre to help others find the
peace that always eluded Vickers.
Most of the 60 VisionQuest paddlers are RCMP, native and white, picked
from 160 police and civilian applicants by Insp. John Grant. He saw a chance not only
to raise money for a good cause, but make historic reparations with First Nations.
"The RCMP did things in the past that may have been legal at the time, but not moral,"
said Grant. "We're coming into communities to apologize for what has happened
in the past 124 years."
A feast awaits in Alert Bay, as it has in Port Simpson, Kitkatla, Bella Bella.
These travellers are welcome here, and animosities from another era are forgotten.
Fort Rupert resident Terena Hunt watched three eagles escort the VisionQuest
canoes into her home harbor, and knew she was witnessing something important.
"This is the first time in history [First Nations and RCMP] have gotten
together to do something significant for human kind," said Hunt.
VisionQuest is coming into our communities, and they're moving the people.
This is big. I don't know when this will ever happen again."
Tue, Jul 22, 1997
Jody Paterson
Years of misery began in school
ALERT BAY
Cecil Johnson knows that old brick building
that darkens the sky behind
the dancers here to greet the canoes. It used to be a residential
school
back when he was 12 years old, the year his mother died.
They called it St. Michael's, although there was nothing holy
going on
there. Johnson learned to fight at St. Michael's, and later he
learned to
drink. He was an expert in both for most of the years he was married,
and
kept it up even after his wife committed suicide.
"And then I woke up one day and knew that was the day I wasn't
going to
drink anymore. I'd been drinking for four days. I had four days'
growth on
my face. I looked in the mirror and said, 'I'm never going to
see you
again, you son-of-a-bitch."
That was seven years ago, and everything was supposed to work
out after
that. But too many things had gone wrong in his family for too
long. A year
ago, Johnson's son committed suicide at age 17. In January, his
21-year-old
daughter attempted suicide.
"I know it's a result of how I brought them up. My son was
on the road to
becoming an alcoholic, just like me. Instead, he hanged himself."
When Johnson heard about the VisionQuest project not long after
his son's
suicide, he knew he had to be part of it. His son had been a paddler
in the
1994 Tribal Journey, and now he too would seek solace from the
ocean.
He'd also been an auxiliary RCMP officer for two years, and VisionQuest
is
an RCMP initiative in partnership with artist Roy Henry Vickers.
Johnson joined up Sunday with the VisionQuest pullers - the name
the
paddlers go by - canoeing from his Fort Rupert home to the site
of the
residential school at Alert Bay. He'll stay with the team through
Aug. 3,
when they arrive in Victoria for the start of the North American
Indigenous
Games.
The VisionQuest dream is to raise $5 million for an addictions
recovery
centre, and Johnson is a believer.
"I got goosebumps and was shaking all over a couple days
ago just thinking
about going on this. To me, this journey is healing and spiritual.
I'm
going to heal a little more. I want to be able to deal better
with my son's
death."
He also has a daughter who he wants to survive, but her healing
depends on
his own. "She tried to kill herself because she missed her
brother so much.
I told her, 'Honey, if you'd succeeded that night, I'd have been
in the
grave that same night.'|"
The painted brickwork of St. Michael's is peeling now, and visitors
to
Alert Bay stop to take photos of the eerie old place. The residential
school is now band offices.
Wed, Jul 23, 1997
Jody Paterson
`Everything's OK when you're in the boat'
SAYWARD
The morning meeting doesn't always happen.
The night's accommodations don't
always come through. But when paddle hits the water, everything's
just fine.
As VisionQuest paddlers made their way down Johnstone Strait,
dolphins
played in the wake of the support boats and a whale spouted off
in the
distance.
And the 60 paddlers say the nature show was even better farther
north,
where a grizzly reared on to its hind legs on shore at Rivers
Inlet and an
eagle was lured to water level with a newly caught cod.
"It's been long days, short nights, and everyone gets tired,
tired, tired.
It's been wet, but wonderful. And everything is always OK when
you're in
the boat," said Victoria RCMP Sgt. Garry Spence.
The VisionQuest contingent, a mix of RCMP and civilian paddlers
raising
money for an addictions recovery centre, left Hazelton July 3
and will
arrive in Victoria Aug. 3.
The three canoes are dependent on a fleet of support boats that
stick close
by: Zodiacs to transfer fresh crews into the canoes, two cabin
cruisers to
prepare hot chocolate and soup for rain-soaked travellers, and
a seine boat
that has alternately been bunkhouse, baggage caddy and change
room for
police paddlers donning red serge for a grand community entrance.
VisionQuest organizers Roy Henry Vickers and RCMP Staff Sgt. Ed
Hill called
in their markers to muster up a support crew, all of whom are
friends of
one or the other.
Blaine and Henny Hagedorn's luxurious Toucan carries "the
ladies who cook,"
including Henny. The Hagedorns knew Hill from his time in the
Gibsons RCMP
detachment; Blaine, who owns a SuperValu in Gibsons, called in
his own
markers to come up with most of the food for the trip for free.
Greg Grant is also from Gibsons, and turned over his real-estate
business
to his employees for the duration while he and crewmate George
McRae cater
to the paddlers from aboard Therapy. Relief paddlers count it
as a bonus to
spend time on Therapy, where the blueberry muffins are baking
and the
barbecue's always on.
Seine boat captain Cecil Hill grew up with Vickers in Kitkatla.
He's a
lifelong friend and a VisionQuest believer, recovering from his
own
alcoholism.
"If anyone knows about the reason for this, it's Roy and
I. I told Roy that
if our visits have a positive effect on just one person in each
community,
it's worth it," said Hill.
The message of recovery, hope and healing was particularly important
to
communities on B.C.'s north coast, said Hill. Many of the villages
have
been devastated by poverty and addiction.
"I see a great need for a lot of healing. And the really
great thing is
they recognize it themselves in the communities. They're screaming
for
help," said Hill.
Few of the paddlers were prepared for the emotional welcomes they
received
in communities where hopelessness prevailed. Hill said the healing
goes
both ways.
"I said to Roy after our first two stops, I don't know if
I have enough
tears to make it to Victoria."
Donations may be made to: VisionQuest Recovery Society, 657 West
37th Ave.,
Vancouver, B.C. V5Z 1K6.
Thu, Jul 24, 1997
Jody Paterson
Nobody complains about little problems
BROWNS BAY
We'd been paddling for almost seven hours.
The trucks with our clothes and
tents were supposed to meet us at a campsite north of Campbell
River.
But a security company hired by the producers of the movie Eaters
of the
Dead being shot nearby had blocked the roads passing near the
set. So the
trucks couldn't get through.
Nobody complained too much. Those who demand order from chaos
must have
been weeded out in the early organizational days of VisionQuest.
The
1,600-kilometre canoe trip from Hazelton to Victoria is no place
for the
inflexible.
There's not a chance of keeping plans straight when 33 people
are paddling
in the ocean and another 33 or so are driving vans, boats and
U-Hauls
through remote communities to meet them. The other day in Alert
Bay, a van
was left behind after one guy passed the keys to another guy,
who passed
them to another guy, who thought the first guy was supposed to
be driving.
The night before, billeting arrangements fell through and paddlers
found
out at midnight that they had no place to stay. I spent the night
on the
couch in the coffee room of the Alert Bay police station - one
of the
benefits of being part of the RCMP-supported VisionQuest - while
fellow
travellers slept in the weight room.
Victoria RCMP Sgt. Garry Spence said one of the weirder stays
of the trip
was at Namu. Paddlers pulled into the site of an abandoned cannery
in a
downpour. Desperate for an alternative to pitching a tent in the
flood,
they camped out on racks once used for drying fishnets. Spence
said the
shelves of bedrolls looked like a prisoner-of-war camp.
And in the absence of chaos, there's the unexpected. Near Kitkatla,
a
paddler getting out of a Zodiac support boat accidentally hit
the throttle,
slamming another paddler into the rocks. He had to be airlifted
to hospital.
Another paddler, newly pregnant, had to be sent home several days
into the
trip due to exhaustion. A photographer hired to document the historic
trip
couldn't handle the rustic living conditions and quit. One paddler's
bug
bite infected to the point that he required intravenous antibiotics.
But the journey carries on, and RCMP Insp. John Grant keeps his
eyes on the
prize: money and awareness raised through VisionQuest for an addictions
recovery centre. And as one RCMP paddler noted, flexibility is
one of the
most essential characteristics sought in police recruits.
The trucks never did show up that night. We finally loaded on
to the seiner
travelling with us as a support vessel and were transported to
a
neighboring bay. I fell asleep on the deck. I've learned to fall
asleep
anywhere, even in a recreation centre with the guy next to me
snoring and a
couple of younger paddlers playing basketball at the far end.
On this night, I'll bunk on a bench in the Campbell River Band's
bighouse,
just me and the VisionQuesters and 150 or so paddlers travelling
with
Tribal Journey. There's a cedar fire burning in the middle of
the room, and
the kids are chanting and playing drums in the corner. And I'll
sleep just
fine.
Sat, Jul 26, 1997
Jody Paterson
Tradition rides in cedar canoes
QUALICUM
They weigh a tonne. Really. And VisionQuest's
fibreglass canoes can dance
circles around them.
But there are no rivals in beauty to the traditional cedar canoe,
built for
warriors and travellers and powered by the songs of those who
pull it
through the water.
The canoes come from Fort Rupert, Alert Bay, Campbell River, Comox,
leaving
their home communities to make their way south to Victoria with
Tribal
Journeys.
The three VisionQuest canoes joined five Tribal Journeys canoes
a week ago;
numbers have since grown to 14 as the procession makes its way
along the
Island's east coast, and as many as 50 are anticipated to arrive
in the
Inner Harbor on Aug. 3 for the start of the Indigenous Games.
"Cedar canoes are very important to our culture. We have
to pick the proper
tree, do the proper blessing, show respect for the tree for giving
up its
life to become a canoe," said Michelle Washington, Tribal
Journeys
co-ordinator. "Not just anyone can build and paddle a canoe."
Canoe culture was reawakened in B.C. with a paddle to Expo '86
by the Bella
Bella natives. They then challenged other tribes to try their
hand at
long-distance paddling; the result was 1993's Qatwus gathering
in Bella
Bella, which attracted 24 canoes from as far away as Washington
state.
Tribal Journeys debuted in 1994 to mark the Commonwealth Games.
For the
next two years, First Nations paddlers did smaller runs in preparation
for
the biggest voyage of all: The 1997 North American Indigenous
Games.
The Squamish canoes, joining up with Tribal Journeys in Nanaimo
on Sunday,
will carry a sacred bundle for the Games from the elders of Hobbema,
Alta.
The bundle is being carried to Vancouver from Kamloops by runners
before
being put on the Squamish canoe.
In each native community from Port Hardy south, VisionQuest and
Tribal
Journeys canoes have been greeted on the beach by a welcoming
party and
invited in to feast and enjoy a night in the big house. Washington
said the
beachside ceremony hearkens back to a time when canoes had to
ask
permission to come ashore on another nation's territory.
"When a canoe asks to come ashore for a night of rest, they
may be asking
their traditional enemies. It's important to seek permission,
because it's
not just us standing here on the beach - it's all of our ancestors
standing
here with us, and they're seeing the canoes of their enemies coming
in."
Each community sends out its own canoe to greet incoming canoes,
and guests
are careful not to speed in ahead of it: "The host comes
in first to warn
the people that these canoes are coming into their territory,"
said
Washington.
Campbell River paddler Gary Dawson-Quatell is one of 27 pullers
on the
Klaneekwala canoe, which joined Tribal Journeys on Thursday.
He said his grandfather used to talk all the time about his canoe
travels,
and Dawson-Quatell wanted to try it for himself to "bring
back my history."
And that's the point of Tribal Journeys, said Washington.
"We're doing this for the love of our culture, our people.
We want to show
our youth what we used to do."
Sun Jul 27, 1997
Jody Paterson
The healing journey - Surviving suicide epidemic
I was in the food lineup at
the Qualicum welcoming feast when Patricia
Johnson told me that she'd tried to kill herself last summer.
She was 20 at the time. Her younger brother had killed himself
three months
before, and she just didn't know how to live without him. They
had been all
each other had for most of their lives, holding on from foster
home to
foster home and through their own mother's suicide when Patricia
was nine.
That was the year Patricia started drinking, and by 12 she was
already
worrying that she was an alcoholic. She kept on drinking after
her
brother's suicide, after her own suicide attempt, even after an
accident
seven months ago when the boat she was on crashed in frigid waters
near
Oweekenow.
There's no liquor store in Oweekenow, so Patricia and some relatives
had
gone to stock up in another village. The boat was loaded to the
gunwales
with booze when it crashed on to the rocks. Patricia almost died
of
hypothermia, and was angry when she didn't.
Three months ago, Patricia checked into a treatment centre in
Kitimat. It
was hard staying sober, especially when a sister of one of the
people she
was going through treatment with committed suicide. Then another
guy
getting treatment found out his brother had killed himself.
In First Nations communities, suicide always gets someone you
love sooner
or later.
In every community VisionQuest has visited on its canoe trip from
Hazelton
to Victoria, paddlers have heard the pleas from elders to help
them heal
the sickness in their villages. And as they throw donations in
the blanket
at the bighouse toward an addiction recovery centre, they're buying
hope.
Roy Henry Vickers went to the RCMP with the concept of a 1,600-kilometre
canoe trip to raise money for a recovery centre. The RCMP saw
the chance
for grassroots involvement in crime prevention and reparation
for past
wrongs against Indians. And VisionQuest was born.
"Recovery is recovery of our birthright: our right to be
free, to have fun,
to find unconditional love. We won't need to run from our emotions
anymore," said Vickers.
"When I was in recovery, I learned to say, 'I'm Roy Vickers,
I'm an addict,
and I'll stay addicted to whatever keeps me away from my emotions.'|"
Vickers has been sober for five years, since going to a recovery
centre in
Wickenburg, Arizona. His two sisters went through the same program,
as did
his wife Rhonda. The odds are only 4 in100 that a Wickenburg graduate
will
be clean a year later, but that's still four times better than
the 1 in 100
odds for those at other treatment centres.
Patricia plans to beat the odds. She saw her brother in a vision
a few days
after the boating accident; they hugged and laughed and he refused
to say
goodbye, and Patricia knew he'd be with her forever. After almost
dying
twice, she's wondering if maybe there's a reason she's supposed
to keep on
living right now.
She went back a while ago to find her old friends in Oweekenow,
but
everybody was still drinking like it was fun, even though hardly
anyone was
laughing. She's thinking of moving somewhere else.
Fri Jul 25, 1997
Peter Salmon
Songkeeper dreams of the day all can sing
Comox
The elders call him the songkeeper. And
at a time when entire villages no
longer have anyone who remembers their songs, William Wasden is
a
sought-after man.
Wasden was 19 when elder Tom Willie came from Kingcome Inlet a
decade ago
to visit Wasden's father, who was then the band manager in Alert
Bay.
Willie was looking for singers.
"My father took me to him, and the old man sang a song. I
was really
captured by his singing. I felt bad that the elders had kept these
songs
going, and now the art was dying," said Wasden.
Willie sang several songs to Wasden, including a rhythmically
difficult one
that the elder said had the hardest beat to learn.
Wasden taped it and listened to it over and over at home that
night. The
next day, he sang it flawlessly for Willie. The teacher had found
himself a
pupil.
Wasden spent the next four years training under Willie almost
every night.
The VisionQuest paddler learned more than 200 traditional songs,
some in
languages 1,000 years old.
"Cannibal Dance songs, weather dances, chief songs, songs
for feasting,
paddling, mourning - I know songs for all occasions. At almost
every big
gathering, I'm asked to sing," Wasden said.
An illness that hit Wasden when the paddlers reached Bella Bella
kept him
out of the canoe until Thursday, but not out of the festivities.
When the
three VisionQuest canoes pulled into Wasden's home village of
Alert Bay
this week, Wasden sang and danced at the feast and celebration
that
followed.
"I was an artist before I was a singer, but what I saw was
a lot of artists
and nobody singing. I really enjoy being part of our culture,
seeing the
joy and happiness on the elders' faces when I sing for them."
Wasden taught traditional singing at the Alert Bay school for
four years,
and now contracts out to native villages that need to relearn
their own
songs. His late teacher was "the last of the master songkeepers";
Wasden
figures there are probably only five or six singers on the north
end of the
Island who know a wide variety of songs.
His family has never shared his interest - he still remembers
his
disappointment at discovering that his mother was fluent in Kwakwala
but
never taught her children. Native heritage is an obsession for
Wasden, and
he dreams of the day when tribes don't need an imported songkeeper
to teach
them.
Wasden continues to paint and carve as well, but art fanciers
will have to
see his work in the bighouse or not at all.
"I keep my artwork inside my culture.
Some things are sacred,
and artwork
is one of the most important parts of our
culture. I don't think
that these
things that were sacred treasures of our elders
should be hanging
on the
walls of collectors."
Wasden's own struggles with drug and alcohol addiction have led
him to seek
his own recovery in VisionQuest, an RCMP/First Nations initiative
to raise
$5 million for an addictions recovery centre.
"I've done my partying. It's time for something else. The
trip from New
Hazelton to Victoria is the time for me to think what I want to
do with my
life. Because I am in a position to lead. I know that."
Tue, Jul 29, 1997
- Soul craft- Corey Moraes's transformed canoe
It was to be a journey of transformation,
for him and for many on their own
journeys of recovery from addiction.
And so artist Corey Moraes transformed a canoe, changing fibreglass
into
art and sign paint into spirituality.
The New Westminster artist was commissioned by VisionQuest chief
expeditionist Chris Cooper to paint the canoe Cooper would use
on the
1,600-kilometre trip from Hazelton to Victoria. Moraes wanted
the design to
suit Cooper as well as the goals of VisionQuest.
"The wolf was an animal Chris was drawn to, so I chose a
sea wolf. I
thought about his knowledge of excursions and guiding, so I had
the sea
wolf blend into a killer whale on the bow, and at the back is
a human
transforming into a whale," said Moraes, 27.
"That represents us as
human beings, gaining knowledge. This
journey is
like a transformation
for most of us."
Moraes, a Tsimshian, consulted with a Tsimshian elder in Kitkatla
to come
up with a name for the finished canoe. The elder suggested Soul
Entering,
the closest translation for transformation in the Tsimshian language.
Moraes also organized a traditional blessing for Soul Entering
and the
other two VisionQuest canoes - Many Hands, owned and painted by
Roy Henry
Vickers, and Strong Arrow, owned by the RCMP. The canoes were
brushed with
cedar boughs and blessed by Burrard Nation elder Bob George on
Apr. 23 at
Ambleside.
Like several of the VisionQuest paddlers, Moraes is in recovery.
He quit
drinking two years ago, transforming from alcoholic to artist.
He also
became a drug and alcohol counsellor, reaching out to others as
they had
once reached out to him.
He remembers his early days in a treatment centre, feeling instant
dislike
and detachment from the others in for treatment. He later realized
that
what he saw in them were pieces of himself.
But friendship grew, and those who'd walked the path first helped
Moraes
stay on track. The hardest part was watching some fall away.
Moraes wants to use his art to connect to his culture, carving
masks and
totems and ultimately, a cedar canoe. That goal has been reinforced
by his
VisionQuest experience.
"When we arrive in the canoe, the people appreciate it tremendously,
seeing
it in the water. That's what I'm trying to achieve in my art,
to touch
somebody. And there is community in a canoe, because everyone
has to pull
as one."
Moraes wasn't sure what to expect from the month-long journey,
which ends
Aug. 3 when the canoes paddle into Victoria's Inner Harbor for
the start of
the Indigenous Games. What he has found is the beginning of something
big,
the "genesis of a strong movement" among First Nations.
"It has been an honor for me to witness the healing that
is beginning
already," said Moraes. "We will rebuild the strength
that has always been
there. As an elder said to me, our culture has never died. It
was asleep,
and now it's reawakening."
Wed Jul 30, 1997
Jody Paterson
Spiritual voyage also feeds the body
It'd be the weight-loss opportunity
of a lifetime if it weren't for all the
food.
Three weeks of pulling canoes through ocean waters seven or eight
hours a
day ought to be enough to burn off a zillion or so calories. The
only
problem is the zillion and a half consumed.
Morning comes early for paddlers on the VisionQuest journey from
Hazelton
to Victoria, and even earlier for "the ladies who cook"
- Henny Hagedorn,
Carol Grant, Joanne Dunn and Joy Hill. If breakfast is 6 a.m.,
the women
are up at 5 a.m., whipping up a vat of porridge and scrambling
up a chicken
coop's worth of eggs.
Their afternoons are spent aboard a support boat preparing the
next day's
lunches for paddlers and crew: 100 sandwiches, 100 apples, 100
granola
bars, tucked under the canoe seats first thing in the morning
or delivered
via Zodiac in the midst of the day's travels.
Chilled paddlers who pulled canoes in the rain for much of the
trip always
found a bowl of hot soup waiting aboard a support ship. One rainy
night in
Namu, the cooks ambitiously made spaghetti in an abandoned cannery,
adding
fistfuls of pasta to the same pot of water until everyone was
fed.
The women - all either a wife, sister or friend of VisionQuest
organizers -
had anticipated having to cook dinner more often. But the day's
big meal
has largely been taken care of by Indian communities as paddlers
stop for
the night on their journey to raise funds for an addiction recovery
centre.
The communities spend days preparing a feast for the hundreds
of
VisionQuest and Tribal Journeys travellers. In keeping with feast
tradition, organizers arrive at people's homes with a box of ingredients
for a specific dish to be brought to the dinner; in small communities,
almost everyone will cook something.
In Port Simpson, there was octopus, oolican, seal intestines;
in Fort
Rupert, there was caesar salad, chicken, garlic bread; in Alert
Bay, there
was sweet and sour pork, chow mein, spaghetti; in Nanoose there
was corn,
roast beef, curried rice. And at every dinner there is salmon,
barbecued
and smoked and baked and dried.
As good as the dinners get, the desserts are even better. The
70-member
Qualicum band laid out so many pies that paddlers had leftovers
for lunch
the next day.
Communities have been generous with their food and their support,
say
Hagedorn and Hill. In Hartley Bay, where a heartbroken community
was
grieving for a 15-year-old girl who had committed suicide, the
feast went
ahead regardless and every guest was given a drinking glass as
a gift.
In Kitkatla, women brought their best china and silver from home
for the
feast. In Qualicum, bandanas and water bottles were given to everyone.
In
Bella Bella, freshly baked bread was handed out as the canoes
departed.
RCMP Insp. John Grant, who organized VisionQuest with artist Roy
Henry
Vickers, said the real gift of the journey is watching the RCMP
paddlers
learn what he has known for a long time.
"I've spent a lot of time in First Nations communities and
I know what
they're capable of. They're rich, vibrant communities," said
Grant. "But
watching some of the members see this for the first time is like
watching
your kid opening Christmas gifts. We will not be the same people
when we
return."
Thu, Jul 31, 1997
Jody Paterson
Biker of the sea rides to paddlers' aid
He's the ocean's Easy Rider,
cruising the high seas with the wind in his
hair and a spare
motor at his back.
And when he hears that familiar cry,
"Frank!" he knows
it's time to turn
that Zodiac and find the distressed
paddler who needs a bottle
of water, a
break from pulling or a little privacy
for bladder relief.
Frank Camp has been riding Zodiacs for more than 20 years. He
has worn out
three of them so far on trips to distant ports, including Skagway,
Alaska.
"I love the adventure of the Zodiac. I compare it to the
person who drives
a motorcycle: it's independence, power, control, and the peace
of being in
nature," said Camp.
Camp, former superintendent of Pacific Rim National Park, saw
a poster for
VisionQuest one day in Tofino. A longtime acquaintance of VisionQuest
organizer Roy Henry Vickers, Camp volunteered to sign on as a
support boat
for the month-long canoe journey from Hazelton to Victoria.
"I stay with the canoes, keep an eye out for unforeseen water
conditions,
change somebody out of a canoe. In really bad water, I provide
a degree of
confidence. That plays quite a role in what I'm supposed to be
doing."
Camp was born into wilderness. His father was a trapper and park
warden and
his mother was Cree; Camp was born in a log cabin north of Edmonton
with
his grandmother as midwife. The family then moved to the wilds
of Jasper,
where Camp later returned as a park warden himself in the 1940s.
"I've worked in every national park west of Ottawa except
Prince Albert,"
said Camp. "My wife and I raised our kids in the mountains,
carried the
babies in a papoose."
Over the years, Camp has guided for Mexicans hunting Dall sheep
in the
Yukon, organized a packhorse trip to Jasper for a writer looking
for
inspiration and recounted his travels in his 1993 book Roots in
the Rockies.
Camp's West Coast roots go back to 1827, when his grandfather
arrived as a
seaman aboard the Cadboro, a Hudson's Bay trading vessel. "I'll
see things
along the coast and think, 'My granddad must have seen this.'
"
Camp's wife is tending to things at their Ucluelet home while
he's on the
water with VisionQuest. She's no stranger to adventure - she snowshoed
from
their isolated home in the Rockies years ago while in labor -
but picks her
spots carefully for Zodiac touring. "She likes the Broken
Islands," said
Camp.
VisionQuest's twofold goal of raising money for an addiction recovery
centre and healing the historical animosity between RCMP and First
Nations
appeals to Camp. He admires the 50 RCMP paddlers on the journey
for trying
to "open doors that have been closed for years."
Camp worked with native trainees during his years with the Parks
branch and
was troubled that they often didn't have the confidence to do
"what I knew
they were capable of." The 1,600-kilometre canoe trip down
the coast will
bring recovery to more than just those with addictions, he said.
"There are a lot of degrees of recovery. I think of this
journey as
recovery of self-esteem."
But enough reflection. The radio is beckoning; somebody somewhere
needs
Camp's services. Camp straddles his Zodiac and is gone, a free
man on the
open ocean.
Fri, Aug 1, 1997
Jody Paterson
Cree Ray Tootoosis answered elders' call
Ray Tootoosis used to be a regular
guy. He played hockey, did a little
rodeo, spent time with his wife and kids.
But then the elders called him seven years ago at his home in
Hobbema,
Alta., and asked him to go on a mission to Wyoming. And life hasn't
been
the same since.
Tootoosis is the keeper of the sacred bundle, which contains something
sacred from every tribe participating in the North American Indigenous
Games. The bundle is "life, unity, protection," said
Tootoosis, and very
serious business.
"Through this bundle, all the elders of First Nations throughout
North
America are uniting," said Tootoosis, a Plains Cree.
Tootoosis first saw the sacred bundle in 1990 in the Bighorn Mountains
of
Wyoming, where there is a 28-spoke medicine wheel, seven metres
across,
that is believed to be at least 700 years old. The site of the
wheel is the
most sacred spot located centrally between the U.S. and Canada.
That was the year Tootoosis was head of Team Alberta for the first
Indigenous Games in Edmonton. He went to Wyoming not knowing why
the elders
had summoned him, and he has still never asked why he was chosen
to be
keeper of the bundle.
"I'm just the keeper. I work with four elders, and they tell
me what to do.
I was told to go to the elders and do what they said, and by the
time I
went from Hobbema to Wyoming, I had a bundle. I didn't know what
was in
store for me."
Since then, Tootoosis has taken the bundle to four international
Indigenous
Games and wherever else he has been told to, which has meant many
a road
trip. It's a lifestyle not suited to a working man, and so he
depends on
his wife, a tribal councillor, for financial support.
Tootoosis left home in mid-June for Wyoming to start the relay
run that
would bring the bundle into Victoria for the 1997 Games. Runners
carried
the bundle in seven-minute relay legs up through the U.S. into
Alberta and
then B.C.; at Vancouver, it was put into the Squamish Tribal Journeys
canoe
for the rest of the trip.
Tootoosis can't say what's in the bundle, nor can it be photographed,
although a photographer made it through security one time and
put a picture
of it into a Vancouver newspaper. He suspects his bundle is the
one an
elder foresaw 45 years ago, the bundle that would "unite
the Indian people."
Only certain elders can open the bundle and add items; Tootoosis
keeps
additions in a blanket beside the bundle until an elder is available.
Rooms
must be blessed before the bundle is brought in, and women who
are
menstruating are supposed to wear a blanket around their waist
if they're
close to it.
"Women are so powerful that at their time of the month, they
can cancel any
medicine," said Tootoosis. "The Plains Cree hold women
so high that they
give light. The Creator gave them the power of childbirth, and
that's the
biggest power of all."
At home, Tootoosis generally stores the sacred bundle in his bedroom.
But
he won't see home for a while - after the Indigenous Games end
Aug. 10,
Tootoosis is off to another ceremony in Minnesota at the request
of the
elders.
He doesn't know how long the elders will want him to remain as
keeper of
the bundle, but presumes it's his job until he's too old to do
it anymore.
"It's a big honor, a really big honor. But it's got its ups
and downs."
Sat, Aug 2, 1997
Jody Paterson
Mounties found tears and reconciliation
Final column in series
The Cree used to call them "the men
with no legs." They didn't walk among
the people. They just drove up in their police cars.
They came for people's children, or with handcuffs, or to stop
the exchange
of gifts that breached anti-potlatch laws. They came to carry
out the
wishes of the federal Indian agent, who didn't tolerate any tradition
but
the white man's.
The red serge of the RCMP hasn't been a welcome sight in many
native
communities. And while police were just doing their job as law
enforcers of
the day, RCMP Insp. John Grant knows that it has long been time
for an
apology.
The VisionQuest journey into 21 Indian communities from Hazelton
to
Victoria is "probably the most important trip the RCMP ever
made since the
march west in 1873," said Grant. With 50 RCMP members aboard
the three
VisionQuest canoes, the red serge is returning this time with
a much
different message. "I don't think the organization has stepped
up before
and said, 'We're sorry.' What an opportunity this has been for
the RCMP to
come into the communities the First Nations way," said Grant,
who organized
VisionQuest with artist Roy Henry Vickers.
The emotional impact of the VisionQuest journey was greatest in
the
isolated mainland villages, where elders wept as the canoes landed
on the
beach. Some hadn't seen a canoe in their village since childhood;
for many,
the sight was a poignant reminder of a time before residential
schools,
alcohol, suicide, despair.
Newlyweds Gary and Linda Manzer signed on with VisionQuest mostly
for the
chance at a month-long canoe trip but will end it Sunday having
witnessed
something much more profound than scenery.
"It's been incredibly emotional. It has meant so much to
the people in the
villages to have the police coming in, saying they're sorry and
they want
to help the people heal," said Linda Manzer.
Philip Lincoln, paddling with VisionQuest since Klemtu, said the
1,600-kilometre journey has been "a really strong start"
to mending
relations between First Nations and RCMP: "All the villages
have been able
to talk to these guys like people."
At 20, Lincoln has been through the deaths of three of his six
siblings,
two of them lost to drugs and alcohol. Early death runs like a
plague
through native communities, their culture in government-orchestrated
shambles for more than a century.
I cried when I heard John Grant apologize in the Comox bighouse.
It was
just a moment, a single sentence, but there had been so many sad
stories
before it and so many still to come.
"Before we left on this journey, an elder told us - a roomful
of tough
Mounties - to bring lots of Kleenex, because we were going to
need it. All
of us kind of shrugged it off," said RCMP Staff Sgt. Ed Hill.
"But now,
there's not a guy among us who hasn't cried."
The 70 RCMP and civilian paddlers will have been a month on the
water when
they and Tribal Journeys make the final pull Sunday into the Inner
Harbor.
There have been tears and arguments, miserable weather and injury,
but
there have also been water fights and sun on the water and the
awareness
that change is coming, and they are part of it.
The work for the VisionQuest Recovery Society will continue long
after the
canoe trip has ended - as Vickers notes, "this is good, but
it's a small
thing in the journey of life." There is still much to be
done before there
is money for an addictions recovery centre, before old hurts have
healed.
For me, the journey has been to places of the heart. I met a man
not so
long out of prison who makes art on lifejackets; another who is
seven
months sober and celebrating; another whose songs will awaken
nations. I
met RCMP who had connected to native communities long before VisionQuest,
and others who will connect from this point on.
I saw communities with little give everything, and a child with
nothing
give the only quarter he had. And I was a foreigner in Indian
territory
instead of the keeper of the colonial house, and I was welcomed.
Safe journeys, VisionQuesters. My life is better for having known
you.
Jody Paterson, columnist,
Times Colonist